– Kid
– Hey, what’s up?
– Writing some. You?
– Studying a bit.
– Do you dare come home? I’ll pay the cab, I’m high and really lonely, and tomorrow you join me to Chinatown where I have to buy some stuff.
– I’m studying and have school tomorrow.
– Tomorrow there’s a national strike, come, I wanna play the guitar for you, I fetched it today from the luthier’s.
– No, buses won’t join the strike.
– They are going to after a few get burned by Moyanists.
– Yeah but that won’t happen in my way to school because it’s pretty close to my area, which is residential, not downtown.
– Aight, good luck with that, if you don’t go you tell me.
– Alright, it’s nice to do stuff when the sun is out as well.
– The sun goes out every time I smile, if you come I will take care of you and teach you that it’s always daytime somewhere…
– You’re calling me so I take care of you.
– No, so you have fun and dare to be more than you think you can… Taking care of you.
– How would that be?
– It’d be sexual but nothing sordid, but it doesn’t matter, if you don’t want to it’s not to be forced.
– I don’t know, I haven’t seen you in ages, I don’t know if you turn me on. And being more than what I think I can is fucking with you?
– Not if you see it that way… There’s a lot more and I need you to understand it, maybe it’s not meant to be yet, I had to try.
– I don’t see it in any way, maybe you should elaborate on it.
– It’s late, I know, maybe another day you dare, I wanna see you but it just never happens… It doesn’t matter… God only knows.
– If you don’t talk to me and don’t elaborate on it, then no. It’s not late to talk. You are awake, I’m awake too. Show me the astral trip.
– I have to kiss you for that.
– You can try to explain a bit with words how is it that I’d see beyond with you.
– Oofff! You’d see that nothing is just what you see… At least with me… At least now that I wanna see you, that you are more of a woman, more alive/sharper… Bah… I don’t know… I don’t know I don’t know…
– More alive or sharper?
– It’s the same.
– No, you can be alive full of everything and it has nothing to do with sharpness.
– It doesn’t have to do with words in a chat window… I assure you.
– Word are beautiful.
– Caresses are much more beautiful.
– So all this time you were waiting for me to become a woman?
– I don’t expect time, I expect sympathy.
– There was a lot of sympathy before.
– Before there were dangerous illusions, now I believe understanding and comprehension are possible. But maybe I came too early.
– What kind of dangerous illusions?
– Yours.
– Those were illusions, not dangerous. A teenager’s illusions.
– That’s why, nothing more dangerous than a teenager with illusions towards a teenager with no illusion.
– Yeah, only you weren’t a teenager anymore, you just stuck with the teen angst. It wasn’t dangerous because it was fleeting as every teenage illusion, or most of them.
– Men stick to the teen angst till he dies or remains alone.
– No, not men.
– Anyway, you’re right… Better during the day…
– You cook on a high flame, women are slow cooked, teenagers are cooked on a high flame.
– Haha. Let’s not generalize anymore, you don’t want to, I won’t insist. I’ll touch myself a bit and sleep with my guitar.
– No, clearly you don’t want to.
– No, I want almost everything, except bother someone else… I won’t bother you anymore.
– Sex ain’t McDonald’s. You want to say “ah” and form to immediately get on a cab to your house when I haven’t seen you in ages.
– I just love women, if it’s sex, it’s a thing of two, if it’s love it’s taking a lot of care.
– You even had a daughter, that’s how long I haven’t seen you.
– Sex moves me but it’s not my goal. I wanted to play for someone.
– You have really specific times for that. If we were Anne Rice’s vampires it’d be more suitable.
– To me, time is a farce of the human’s mind. All this happened already.
– I know it already happened.
– We are what we can be.
– But in this dimension there’s time as a measure. People can be even more than what they think possible.
– Then we see each other in this dimension, in another time… I’m good. I wasn’t before and that’s why I didn’t mess with you.
– However, you used to ask me to go to your house because you were alone and high after the witching hour before as well. I went once. What changed between those times and this one?
– I’ve never respected any girl as pretty and appealing as you, because there weren’t any, but now I have more to give and less to confuse…
– OK, that’s good.
– I take care of everyone now, including me.
– Thanks for the “pretty and appealing” part. Maybe I should witness it, I don’t know, I don’t imagine you that way.
– That’s why your illusion is no longer dangerous.
– Because there is no illusion.
– There always is.
– But if the way of seeing how you can take care of me and how you changed and how good you are now is, just as when you weren’t, telling me to go at 3AM, only now you would fuck me, how is that taking care of me?
– I wouldn’t do anything that I wouldn’t be able to confront tomorrow, being as loving as when I gave you that beautiful bath.
– To fuck I need to trust and I haven’t seen you in ages.
– Sex is for monkeys, I’m a wolf, I won’t want to fuck you if I see you are not eager, I haven’t done it before even though you were easy. And another thing, I don’t change, I learn.
– We all change.
– It’s a way of saying it, I’ve never taken advantage of you.
– I know.
– Are you still a virgin?
– Pff no. How funny. I was a late bloomer but I made up for lost time. I wouldn’t have held on it that longer.
– Time is not lost… I’m sorry I asked, I guess I’ll always want to take care of you but I don’t know if from me.
– From you what?
– I don’t keep you away from me because I’m not scared of hurting you anymore. Well, that’s it… I leave you alone… For now…
– OK. Did you continue seeing J? I remembered the time we went to his place.
– No, but we appreciate each other. J is a nice boy.
– What does that have to do with anything? I just asked because I’ve never seen him again.
– Did you make-out with him? Do you like Adventure Time?
– We kissed once, everybody wanted me to be with him but I didn’t like him.
– Everybody who… The ones who are never around?
– R, C, that group.
– Old people.
– It was funny because he wouldn’t dare because R told him that if he wanted anything with me it had to be serious, he couldn’t fool around with me, R took care of me. But I didn’t want anything with J. He was cute, though.
– L fucked him and I don’t know why I know that, but I know it fucked him up. Hehehe… How nosy I am.
– Everybody knows L fucked him.
– I don’t know if she could, but why are we talking about this?
– About her traumatizing J? I don’t know, it’s funny.
– I asked you if you like Adventure Time.
– Adventure Time is good, I like Regular Show better.
– Mordecai.
– Yeah and Rigby. Genius.
– Totally, those toons are the best thing ever.
– Yeah, totally.
– Pops.
– Pops is amazing.
– Muscle Man hahahaha
– My mooom.
– Benson?
– No, Muscle Man.
– I don’t know, but this is what we could be talking about in person, I was a fool to scare you with my sexopathy. Hi Five Ghost.
– If you’d tell me to hop on a cab to talk, I would still have school tomorrow.
– OK, then study and rest.
– I’m studying while we talk.
– OK… BMo it’s the best of Adventure Time.
– I haven’t seen much, I should watch more Adventure Time.
– Studying Post-apocalyptic Psychology.
– That too.
– And Princess Bubblegum is so B.
– There are Regular Show emojis, this is amazing!
– I love Marceline.
– Yeah, Marceline is great.
– She plays an axe bass like Kiss’ Gene Simons.
– Yeah, she’s great.
– I’m off. I’ll insist another day… That’s what women like, right? Hahaha kidding.
– Hahaha funny.
– Kisses, beautiful.
– When you let too much time go by, we forget. Bisous!
– I wish I could forget what’s good for me to forget about.
– It’s not good to forget, it’s nice to remember. The brain keeps in its depths the things that truly affect us. If you remember, you can overcome it. I meant something different, anyway.
– We’ll see… Take a lot of care. I appreciate you very much, I want to see you soon in whatever plan we can.
– You’ll say.
– I’ve said too much already.
– No, you spoke about some topics, you didn’t make any plans.
– Muack!
– Hahah, you’re funny. Anyway, this time in the middle of the week, if you want to chat, great, but I don’t think I can go to your house and listen to you play the guitar, that’s what I meant. In more daily-life-friendly hours or if it’s the weekend, but I live far, so not too late.
– Alright… I’ll try.
– OK.
– It’s just that I’m always running… Well, it will happen eventually. Kisses, kisses and more kisses.
– Well, when you know you’ll have some free time not so spontaneously. Bisous!!
